Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Entry for June 20, 2007

Today, I want to get political. I was watching the new this morning and they brought up an interesting point. They were talking about the new Clinton commercial that was a mock up of the Soprano's finale. Now, they didn't show the whole commercial, but they were talking about how this election is totally different than any other in the way the candidates are reaching out to voters. Namely, no one’s really talking issues, candidates are sticking to sound bites, and the big story is who's raised the most money. Essentially the election has been turned into a high school popularity contest.

I started thinking about this: What are each candidates' position? I know a little bit about the candidates, but not enough to choose one. Me personally, I'm more comfortable with Bill Richardson. I would like to see a Latino in there, and his commercials have appealed to me. However what does it say about me that I am actually considering a candidate based on their political commercial?

This country has some serious problems. Greed and ambivalence has allowed this country to degrade. This election is beginning to remind me of the part in Bradbury's "Fahrenheit 451" where the wife were discussing who they were going to vote for based on how good they looked on camera.

And by the way, I don't care if a Republican, Democrat, or some 3rd Party is elected, I would finally just like to have a president who won't lie to us, tell us honestly what is going on, and won't curtail our rights "for our own good". This election should be a turning point for this country. It needs to be. We need to make it. Just my 2 cents

School's nearly over Christien. I hope you've been getting good grades and are getting excited about going up a grade. I wish I could've spoken with you on Father's day, but hopefully I’ll have a chance to wish you a happy birthday in person or, at least, on the phone. I love you, mi hijo. Cuidate y portate bien.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Entry for Father's Day - June 17, 2007


As all of you who follow this blog by now know, Father's Day is a bittersweet day for me. Although I have Aaron with me and I feel that Luis and Anthony are my sons, I still have a hole in my heart because Christien is not with me. As Jesus once said, & I'm paraphrasing here, a shepherd will go out and look for th lost lamb because each is important to him. I can only pray that he is well and healthy, because I am not allowed to know anything about him. So I keep this blog as a means for him to know that I am still thinking of and missing him, no matter what anyone else might be telling him. With that in mind, I'm putting the lyrics to 2 songs here in honor of Father's Day - one is in Spanish, the other in English if you Google the Spanish one, you can find a translation for it. So for all the fathers reading this, if you have your children, be thankful and let them know how much you love them. For those who don't but want to, be sure they know you love them when you finally have the chance. God will never keep love apart. And for those who are fathers, but aren't a part of their lives- I only ask- why not? Your children are a gift, appreciate them.

Happy Father's day to all! I love you and miss you Christien.


Yo Quiero Ser Como Tú - Danny Berríos

Se sienta a mi lado un abrazo me da
me dice papi le contesto que es
con su almohadita se recuesta a mi
y me dice papi yo quiero ser como tú.

Lo acuesto en su cama y un beso le doy
apagando las luces hago una oración
que cuando el crezca el vea en mi
un padre que vive - para Dios!

Señor yo quiero ser como Tu
porque el quiere ser como yo..
yo quiero ser un buen ejemplo
que sus ojitos puedan ver….
Señor ayúdame a enseñarle
que el pueda entender
que yo quiero ser como Tu
porque el quiere ser como yo.

Admito que tengo mucho que aprender
cometo errores, lo sabes muy bien
las presiones de la vida vienen sobre mi
necesito tu ayuda...solo no voy a poder.

Me quiero esforzar y aprender más de ti
ser paciente y tierno lleno de amor
que el aprende de lo que ve
que tu imagen señor es lo que vea en mi!

Señor yo quiero ser como tu
porque el quiere ser como yo
yo quiero ser un buen ejemplo
que sus ojitos puedan ver….
Señor ayúdame a enseñarle
que el pueda entender
que yo quiero ser como tú
porque el quiere ser como yo.

Quizás el mire a mi diciendo papi es el mejor
pero es que estoy aprendiendo de mi padre celestial.

Señor yo quiero ser como tu
porque el quiere ser como yo
yo quiero ser un buen ejemplo
que sus ojitos puedan ver….
Señor ayúdame a enseñarle
que el pueda entender
que yo quiero ser como tu
porque el quiere ser como yo.


"Love Without End, Amen" by George Strait


I got sent home from school one day with a shiner on my eye

Fighting was against the rules and it didn't matter why

When dad got home I told that story just like I'd rehearsed

And then stood there on those trembling knees and waited for the worst.


And he said, "Let me tell you a secret about a father's love

A secret that my daddy said was just between us."

He said, "Daddies don't just love their children every now and then

It's a love without end, amen, it's a love without end, amen."


When I became a father in the spring of '81

There was no doubt that stubborn boy was just like my father's son.

And when I thought my patience had been tested to the end

I took my daddy's secret and I passed it on to him.


And he said, "Let me tell you a secret about a father's love

A secret that my daddy said was just between us."

He said, "Daddies don't just love their children every now and then

It's a love without end, amen, it's a love without end, amen."


Last night I dreamed I died and stood outside those pearly gates

When suddenly I realized there must be some mistake

If they know half the things I've done, they'll never let me in

And then somewhere from the other side I heard these words again.


And he said, "Let me tell you a secret about a father's love

A secret that my daddy said was just between us."

He said, "Daddies don't just love their children every now and then

It's a love without end, amen, it's a love without end, amen."


Monday, June 11, 2007

Entry for June 11, 2007


Christien, daddy still misses and loves you. I hope your doing well in school and will pass the grade. Que Dios te bendiga, mi hijo. Voy ha seguir luchando hasta que estemos juntos otra vez.
Happy Monday to all!