Entry for December 06, 2008

My brain is a mess. I don't want to move back to RI but I can't be a part of my son's life unless I'm there. SW Florida is paradise as far as I am concerned. The high today was in the 70s and I could've gone swimming if I had wished to do so. I left RI because i could no longer trust its legal system. When a system believes lies rather than the truth, it is no longer trustworthy. Since I have left, the ProJo has run 3 articles talking specifically about the problem within the family court system, but I have see no followup on any changes; and yet, I am willing to risk it all for love. Lord, I pray that you watch over him and I pray that the truth is one day known. I am not looking for any retribution. I just want my son.
Christien, please keep being the good boy I know you are, do what is expected of you, and remember- I love you. Time and miles separate us physically, but you have never been gone from my heart. Que Dios te Bendiga, hijo mio.

Entry for November 12, 2008

Today I am putting up something that I just liked. For me this song personifies Ecuador.

Christien, mi hijo, nunca olvides tu herencia, te amo y te estrano.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ftyoKDPKtZ8

Entry for October 20, 2008

It has been too long since I have posted an entry. But I just wanted everyone to know that I am still alive. I am looking forward to voting and of being in a state, FL, where it could actually make a difference. One question to all these people blasting Obama for pushing a "Socialist agenda" of sharing the wealth: Do you consider Jesus Christ an evil Socialist, as well? Jesus repeatedly spoke of helping the lesser of the community. When the apostles began preaching the Gospel, all the disciples would share everything they had (Acts 4:32-35), yet according to all of you righteous "Christian" consrvative Republicans, this is wrong? Here's another question for you, how is the current bailout NOT socialism? Maybe you guys should take a look at your own house befoe you throw any stones.

Christien, daddy still loves you and misses you. Que Dios te bendiga, mi hijo.

Entry for August 24, 2008-Happy Birthday Christien Contd.

A song for you hijo on your birthday. Que Dios te bendiga. I love you and miss you. Every day that passes is another day that we are closer to being together.




May the good lord be with you
Down every road you roam
And may sunshine and happiness
Surround you when you're far from home
And may you grow to be proud
Dignified and true
And do unto others
As you'd have done to you
Be courageous and be brave
And in my heart you'll always stay
Forever young, forever young
Forever young, forever young

May good fortune be with you
May your guiding light be strong
Build a stairway to heaven
With a prince or a vagabond

And may you never love in vain
And in my heart you will remain
Forever young, forever young
Forever young, forever young
Forever young
Forever young

And when you finally fly away
Ill be hoping that I served you well
For all the wisdom of a lifetime
No one can ever tell

But whatever road you choose
I'm right behind you, win or lose
Forever young, forever young
Forever young ,forever young
Forever young, forever young
For, forever young, forever young

Entry for August 24, 2008-Happy Birthday Christien

I am on way to church but there is no way on God's green Earth that I was not going to wish you a happy birthday beforehand. May the angels watch over as you enjoy your special ay. Te amo mi hijo. Cuida te hasta el dia que estemos juntos otra vez.

Entry for July 10, 2008 - Psalm 127

Psalm 127
A song of ascents. Of Solomon.

1 Unless the LORD builds the house,
its builders labor in vain.
Unless the LORD watches over the city,
the watchmen stand guard in vain.

2 In vain you rise early
and stay up late,
toiling for food to eat—
for he grants sleep to those he loves.

3 Sons are a heritage from the LORD,
children a reward from him.

4 Like arrows in the hands of a warrior
are sons born in one's youth.

5 Blessed is the man
whose quiver is full of them.
They will not be put to shame
when they contend with their enemies in the gate.


Christien, I thank God every day for you being my son. One day soon, he'll judge me worthy enough to be in your life once again. Te estraňo, mi hijo querido.

Entry for July 02, 2008

Christien,

Daddy is still thinking of you and loving you. Just because I am not able to post here every day does not mean that you are not in my heart every day. Que Dios te bendiga, mi hijo.